Faded Memory .

You know what really makes me sad ?

Do you know what's ironic ? I remember things you don't even remember. I guess those memories just aren't worth being kept in your thoughts. I guess after all, I am just a faded memory in time and memorial. Just like in the law books .

It really hurts me to watch you go , but i guess this is the best way for both sides. 

Once and for all.

I hope in the end , you will forget me as well. Then i can like wise do the same.

each and everyone of you will see.

I know i'm not all that good of a person . Most people will gradually or eventually look down on me to a certain extent or just play a fool with me . Yeah , keep doing that . If you think i am someone that doesn't really care about what you say or do . Think again. It's okay . Each and everyone of you can look down on me now.

Just you wait and  see . I'll prove to you karma does exist , I'll make sure each and everyone of you eat back your words the next time you ever see me , People change . Don't be suprised if you see me differently next time . Just you wait and see.

In life I don't believe in second chances, I believe if you screw up once . You can never make up to your mistakes. I know it's true because i went through the whole process. You might be given a second chance but does it wipe out your past? No it doesn't , the past still remains . You can only perfect yourself to be a better person for tomorrow so that you can avoid making that mistake ever again .

Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darknesses of other people.
Carl Gustav-

i drove and i scratched !

Oh at least i could drive the bmw , with a little scratch on the side but i parked straight so... i ASSUME THAT'S OKAY ! :D

Sometimes , you just have to give up certain things !

Life is too short to mourn over something ! CHEER UP JOHANN :DD

blue blue sky.

Sometimes don't you think the sky is too blue to be forgotten even when it turns dark and cloudy or even when it rains?

Yes i do miss the sky that once use to be so blue and not dark like how it is now .

It's better this way.

I think it's just better this way , one way or another this day would come anyway. It's better if it came now .

당신은 날 필요 없었지 그리고 당신이 필요 없었어. 우리는 길을 건너 두 영혼이 있습니다. 안녕히 계세요.

Praise the lord ?

I finally got my laptop back after 5 days <3 it won't be so boring anymore i guess ! can start watching all the movies and series that i was suppose to watch in this few days. Guess i don't have to rewrite my law homework afterall :P

LAN studies.

Praise the lord , tomorrow is the start of holidays for A -Levels student and i don't have any . Instead i have LAN studies which are Moral and Malaysian Studies . 7 Hours a Day 8-3 Oh my GOD ! It's gonna be so so boring . I wish i could skip them and sleep at home . College is tiring but fun though . I still miss school alot though . School is fun , can play around and waste time . Unlike college, if you fool around . You are better off dead when exam time comes. ahhh I MISS SCHOOL )):