Monday, May 17, 2010

Faded Memory .

You know what really makes me sad ?

Do you know what's ironic ? I remember things you don't even remember. I guess those memories just aren't worth being kept in your thoughts. I guess after all, I am just a faded memory in time and memorial. Just like in the law books .

It really hurts me to watch you go , but i guess this is the best way for both sides. 

Once and for all.

I hope in the end , you will forget me as well. Then i can like wise do the same.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

each and everyone of you will see.

I know i'm not all that good of a person . Most people will gradually or eventually look down on me to a certain extent or just play a fool with me . Yeah , keep doing that . If you think i am someone that doesn't really care about what you say or do . Think again. It's okay . Each and everyone of you can look down on me now.

Just you wait and  see . I'll prove to you karma does exist , I'll make sure each and everyone of you eat back your words the next time you ever see me , People change . Don't be suprised if you see me differently next time . Just you wait and see.

In life I don't believe in second chances, I believe if you screw up once . You can never make up to your mistakes. I know it's true because i went through the whole process. You might be given a second chance but does it wipe out your past? No it doesn't , the past still remains . You can only perfect yourself to be a better person for tomorrow so that you can avoid making that mistake ever again .

Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darknesses of other people.
Carl Gustav-

Friday, April 30, 2010

i drove and i scratched !

Oh at least i could drive the bmw , with a little scratch on the side but i parked straight so... i ASSUME THAT'S OKAY ! :D

Sometimes , you just have to give up certain things !

Life is too short to mourn over something ! CHEER UP JOHANN :DD

Saturday, April 17, 2010

blue blue sky.

Sometimes don't you think the sky is too blue to be forgotten even when it turns dark and cloudy or even when it rains?

Yes i do miss the sky that once use to be so blue and not dark like how it is now .

Thursday, April 15, 2010

It's better this way.

I think it's just better this way , one way or another this day would come anyway. It's better if it came now .

당신은 날 필요 없었지 그리고 당신이 필요 없었어. 우리는 길을 건너 두 영혼이 있습니다. 안녕히 계세요.

Praise the lord ?

I finally got my laptop back after 5 days <3 it won't be so boring anymore i guess ! can start watching all the movies and series that i was suppose to watch in this few days. Guess i don't have to rewrite my law homework afterall :P

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

LAN studies.

Praise the lord , tomorrow is the start of holidays for A -Levels student and i don't have any . Instead i have LAN studies which are Moral and Malaysian Studies . 7 Hours a Day 8-3 Oh my GOD ! It's gonna be so so boring . I wish i could skip them and sleep at home . College is tiring but fun though . I still miss school alot though . School is fun , can play around and waste time . Unlike college, if you fool around . You are better off dead when exam time comes. ahhh I MISS SCHOOL )):