i drove and i scratched !

Oh at least i could drive the bmw , with a little scratch on the side but i parked straight so... i ASSUME THAT'S OKAY ! :D

Sometimes , you just have to give up certain things !

Life is too short to mourn over something ! CHEER UP JOHANN :DD

blue blue sky.

Sometimes don't you think the sky is too blue to be forgotten even when it turns dark and cloudy or even when it rains?

Yes i do miss the sky that once use to be so blue and not dark like how it is now .

It's better this way.

I think it's just better this way , one way or another this day would come anyway. It's better if it came now .

당신은 날 필요 없었지 그리고 당신이 필요 없었어. 우리는 길을 건너 두 영혼이 있습니다. 안녕히 계세요.

Praise the lord ?

I finally got my laptop back after 5 days <3 it won't be so boring anymore i guess ! can start watching all the movies and series that i was suppose to watch in this few days. Guess i don't have to rewrite my law homework afterall :P

LAN studies.

Praise the lord , tomorrow is the start of holidays for A -Levels student and i don't have any . Instead i have LAN studies which are Moral and Malaysian Studies . 7 Hours a Day 8-3 Oh my GOD ! It's gonna be so so boring . I wish i could skip them and sleep at home . College is tiring but fun though . I still miss school alot though . School is fun , can play around and waste time . Unlike college, if you fool around . You are better off dead when exam time comes. ahhh I MISS SCHOOL )):

teardrops.

I wonder , deep down in your heart . Where do you place me ? 

Do you really just see me as someone close to you ? Or will you ever see me as someone more then a friend ?
I wish you picked me over him but i guess i am just no better nor qualified to fill his place. I always got jealous of him whenever i see him with you but i guess it's just a feeling. I shouldn't be jealous. I should be happy that your happy. I am glad you have a good and caring boyfriend that loves you all the time. I hope you both really work out all the way to the end , so that i have no choice but to just let go . I love you , and i always will.